Marie-Hélène Budworth

Associate Professor of Human Resource Management, specializing in learning, development & motivation.

Marie-Hélène Budworth

Reinvention: And other sabbatical projects

October 25th, 2012 · Comments Off on Reinvention: And other sabbatical projects · Uncategorized

One of my sabbatical projects has been to figure out ‘where to now.’  This is not to imply that I have by any means exhausted my current program of research.  I just feel that I need to identify the space wherein I can make a significant contribution.  I need some focus in my work.  At present, I struggle to articulate my research in a quick 20 second overview.  This is a real drag at cocktail parties.  I start to describe my work and watch as my conversation partners eyes glaze over.  As with all things related to research, it sounds interesting until you get really close and then to most it is all theory and numbers.  So, part of my sabbatical plan is to become a better dinner part guest.  Lofty goals.  

If you picked up the Globe and Mail on Saturday you may have seen a piece by Leah Eichler wherein she included a quote from me regarding gender and leadership.  This does represent a theme in my research.  Specifically it is connected to the work that I do on modesty and career progression.  I find modesty interesting because it is such a strongly gendered behaviour so the consequences for behaving in ways that are modest differ between men and women.  In fact, modesty looks different for men relative to women.  It is an interesting thread but not one upon which to hinge my career.  However, at the core it does highlight my interest in gender issues in general.  This interest in largely founded in the fact that I am a woman.  Yep, I am putting it out there.  I am a girl and that fact influences my research choices.  In fact, I strongly believe that most research is really about the researcher.  We have so much freedom that we are almost certainly going to choose topics that resonate with us for some personal reason.

So, the other thread within my research is around psychological characteristics that support or hinder success.  Within that thread I almost always focus on characteristics that are malleable (i.e., can change through some form of learning).  In most of my work the psychological construct I have focussed on is self-efficacy.  How can we increase an individual’s confidence so that they can overcome barriers to success?  Are your eyes starting to glaze over?  This is where I typically lose people.  Perhaps you should grab yourself another martini?

This second thread is where I want to ‘hang my hat.’  Undoubtedly there is a great deal of overlap with gender as the factors that support or limit success differ by gender.  There is actually a link to diversity here as well as the obstacles one faces differ based on cultural and socioeconomic factors as well.  And I am interested in a range of related constructs – persistence, resilience, grit (I love this one.)  I am also interested in a range of outcomes – work performance, career satisfaction, ‘life’ success, happiness, and career progression.  My job this sabbatical has been to figure out two things: 1) is this interesting to others and 2) is it enough to support a sustained research program? I will let you know about the latter.  In the meantime, let me know whether it is interesting to you?

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Modern feminism and what’s wrong with the world today?

October 1st, 2012 · Comments Off on Modern feminism and what’s wrong with the world today? · Uncategorized

I have been reading How to be a Woman by Caitlin Moran – a set of skills that I hope to master soon.  I picked the book up on a whim.  Chapters advertised it as the British version of Tina Fey’s Bossypants.  Well I thoroughly enjoyed Bossypants so I was all in.  In fact, I bought three copies – one for me and two for girlfriends who were having birthdays in August.  My Kindle says that I am 44% through the book and so far, I have come to believe that the comparison to Fey’s work seriously undersells this book.  How to be a Woman is a wonderful view of feminism that is relevant and useful for women in today’s world.  

The problem with feminism is that the word has come to mean something more than equal rights.  It has come to mean radical, militant, aggressive, and hairy.  Now these are not necessarily bad things but because radicalism is often viewed as extremism, anything viewed in that light is carried into a space that is not appetizing for mass consumption. Moran does a great job of arguing as to why modern women need to take back the word, own it, and live by it.  In her words, if you a) have a vagina and b) want to be in charge of it, you need to be a feminist.  Hilarious.  And true.  If you enjoy voting and are still a little ticked about the wage gap then feminism is for you.  Actually, you do not even need the vagina.  Some of my favourite feminists are men.  If you need to update your view on what the concept actually means, it is worth taking a look at Moran’s work.  

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Chugging along

September 24th, 2012 · Comments Off on Chugging along · Uncategorized

It is easy to forget that people are complex beings with complex lives.  As organizational researchers we spend a great deal of time focussed on how to enhance individual productivity.  When a person is not performing as they should, we often attribute the failure to some sort of deficit – lack of motivation, lack of ability, or lack of will.  In fact, the ability and the will might be strong but other factors might be draining psychological resources.  

There is a great deal of popular and scholarly writing on work-life balance.  It is not a space where I spent a lot of time researching but at times when my ‘real life’ interferes with my ability to get the work done, I do value the fact that there are folks out there acknowledging, researching, and validating the challenge of integrating one’s work self with one’s personal self.  I have been fortunate for most of my career in that work has not felt like ‘work.’  I love my research and my teaching responsibilities so most days the work is a nice ‘break’ or shift away from all of the other things that I do on a daily basis.  (I recognize that this is a luxury and that I am quite fortunate so please stop sending me nasty thoughts for gloating about it.) But, like everyone else, there are times when real life is consuming.  Given that my work is largely creative in nature, when my mind is occupied with other things, the real challenge becomes turning my thoughts back to the work.  Because of all of this, recently I have been really interested in the part of the work-life balance research that looks at psychological resources.  

For a long time researchers have looked at balance from the perspective of time.  How much time do I have to be at work and how much time do I get to do the other stuff (family, sport, friends, leisure etc.).  More recently, psychologists have spent more time looking at the cognitive resources allocated to each.  When I am at home with my family how much time do I spend thinking about work and vice versa.  Given that a large volume of the work that we do in North America at the moment is ‘knowledge-based’, work has become entirely portable.  You can be pushing your toddler on a swing while thinking about how to handle the 9am sales call.  Argh!  It is a sad state of affairs.  What is also means is that productivity is a complex function of cognitive resource allocation.  If things are troubling on the home front, there are less resources for work stuff.  Now, I recognize that most of you have likely experienced this first hand.  I just like having a psychological explanation for things.  It give me great comfort to be able to explain my success (or lack thereof!) in cognitive terms.  

So the obvious question is – what is to be done about it?  When you are experiencing significant cognitive distractions, how do you get yourself back on track?  I write – a Blog perhaps. 

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Obama: An example of leadership and communication

September 13th, 2012 · Comments Off on Obama: An example of leadership and communication · Uncategorized

 
An American comedian recently asked, “who can beat Obama 2012?”  The punchline, “Obama 2008!”  The fact that this joke works in an interesting reflection on how things have changed for the President in the past 4 years.  
 
In 2008, he was an unknown figure – an up and comer, a contender.  While he was criticized for his lack of experience, that lack of experience is precisely what informed his message to the voters.  He ran on a platform of ‘change’.  He was not part of the institution that had spiralled the country into wars that they could not exit and joblessness that could not be fixed.  He was hope that a new vision could refocus the country.  In 2012, Mr. Obama has a record.  Today, he needs to spend much of his time outlining how the efforts he has made so far have helped the organization.  The Obama of today is much more focussed on the past, because the circumstances dictate that he must.  
 
In my opinion, a view that I believed is shared by people of many political stripes, Obama is by far one of the best orators that has ever held an office.  He understands the importance of messaging so well and has consistently been able to understand what a given audience needs to hear.  In 2008, it was all about rhetoric.  In 2012, it is all about reality.  Despite his talents, of course, there is still a struggle ahead for him.  The poles are pretty tight but we are down to the time when the speeches and the image making have the potential to separate the winners from the losers.  Obama still needs to clarify his message.  If he is going to win, he needs to tell people how what he has done connects to what he will continue to do in a direct and consumable way.  It is worth watching if only as an example of solid leadership communication.  

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My top 10 pet peeves

August 31st, 2012 · Comments Off on My top 10 pet peeves · Uncategorized

I have to share a pet peeve with you.  This is not quite a rant, more of a caution.  Recently, I have become increasingly irritated with the ‘lists’ that are intended to help you improve yourself, your relationship with your boss, your relationship with your coworkers, your potential for success, or your life in general.  At least a dozen times a day I receive tweets with promises of the steps to follow to improve your situation at work or your career in general – “10 things to do to find a job”; “how to handle an irate boss in three steps”; “the 5 things that all leaders so.”  I find these lists irritating because they are misleading and short sighted.  If any of these complex issues could be solved in 3 steps, or 5 steps, or 10, we would all have the solution.  The tricky part to any situation or any individual career is that they are unique and, well, individual.  What worked for me, will not work for you.  It is as simple as that.

Lists are great in situations that are predictable and where the elements in the environment work the same each and every time.  For example, a step by step guide to baking a muffin is ideal.  I can use it, you can use and we can both be successful.  I have a friend who a few years ago committed himself to ’12 steps to hunk-dom.’  (This is not relate closely to my main point, but is a really funny aside so bear with me.)  He developed a well considered workout and diet plan.  We will never know if his 12 steps would have worked as he had a great deal of trouble following through.  But I digress.  

Life is complex.  As a social science researcher I spend a great deal of time trying to uncover trends or patterns in human behaviour.  And there are certainly predictable patterns that can be uncovered… when I expose people to the exact same experiences.  Slight variations in any part of the environment change the way in which people behave and the potential outcomes.  Even within the same circumstances there are small numbers of people who consistently behave differently – in a predictable way.  The bottom line is that a ‘how to’ list is not useful in the context of complicated situations such as the workplace.   

The message here is that all of the advice that we receive needs to be filtered through our own lens.  It is great to hear about what worked for others and it can certainly give us something to consider but the solution to our own circumstances is dependent on our individual history and our personal environment.   

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Conference hang over

August 9th, 2012 · Comments Off on Conference hang over · Uncategorized

I just returned from the Academy of Management conference in Boston, MA.  This is an enormous gathering of over 10,000 management scholars and practitioners.  It is my 11th time at this particular conference and I found myself considering how conferences in general relate to career.  It has been an evolution. 

Early on in my career, when I was still a graduate student, these meetings were unique networking opportunities.  I would spend most of my time looking at the name tags of the other attendees and approaching people who were the ‘Rock Stars’ of my area of research.  I would walk away feeling giddy and accomplished.  “I just talked to ‘so and so’ – ahhh!”  Well, who can keep up that level of enthusiasm?

In this, my 11th year, I found myself looking for familiar faces, connecting with old colleagues and friends, and attending sessions just for the heck of it.  I feel much freer to explore my broad interests – not as narrowly defined by my existing research program.  This shift in focus has been both good and bad.  I no longer walk away from conferences feeling as though I have made career shifting connections, but I do leave satisfied and content.  I also leave with some new ideas and the sense that I have had a ‘crash course’ on what is new and interesting in the field.  For example, this past weekend I attended a session where Phillips, Galinsky, and their graduate student, Erika Verniece Hall presented a paper on the gender of race.  Ridiculously interesting.  The basic premise of this work is that everything in the world has a gender (e.g., blue is for boys, boats are girls, etc.) -including race.  They presented work supporting the notion that we hold implicit stereotypes of different races that show up according to gender lines.  It is worth reading.  Adam Galinsky published a piece this year supporting the notion that the Asian race is perceived as feminine whereas African Americans are perceived as masculine (Galinsky, Hall & Cuddy, 2012).    This finding relates indirectly to my work on feminine modesty. 

Whenever I present my research on the effects of modesty on career progression, invariably someone in the audience asks – do you expect modesty to differ based on culture?  I have always had a simple, obvious, answer – yes.  Attending AoM this year has given me a sense that the connection is far more complex.  Gender likely interacts with culture or race such that individuals who are highly gendered (e.g., Asian women) will be expected to behave far more modestly than those who are not as highly gendered (e.g., African American women).  OMG!  That is so interesting.  I can’t wait to plan my next study around this idea.  Thanks AoM!  Although my needs for you have changed I am so glad that we continue to spend time together.  Till next year…

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Day 34

August 4th, 2012 · Comments Off on Day 34 · Uncategorized

So, this is the 34th day of my sabbatical.  So far I have managed to take a vacation, grades a few papers, present a paper at the First Annual Meeting of the Canadian Positive Psychological Association and prepare a few projects that are in the early stages of research.  With the exception of the vacation, it all feels like busy work.  I have yet to finish grading the papers and the other projects are really in the germination phase so it does not feel as though I have accomplished much to date, but I have learned a lot – both about myself and about how I work.  I thought I would take a moment to share some of my epiphanies.  These are both personal and professional so please forgive me for blurring the line.  I am finding it increasingly difficult to understand where one ends and the other begins (more on this in a later Blog post).  Here is what I have learned so far – and remember, I am only 34 days in so no life altering admissions yet, but there has been a little shaking under my feet. 

1.I am motivated by others.  The stuff that is taking priority is the stuff where I have partners on the project.  I either need to get others involved in my solo work or make the majority of my projects shared. 

2.I am most productive in a well air-conditioned coffee shop.  (NB: This could be due to the fact that our air conditioning was not working for most of June when it was close to 30C in Toronto).  As I said, this is an early one – not sure if it is the coffee, the noise, the people, or the cool relief. 

3.My kids will never be satisfied.  Period. That’s it for this one.

4.I will never feel adequate as a mother.  It’s this whole working mom thing. (Corollary of #3).   Obviously this is a big one, but really it is very freeing.  There are impossible standards out there.  I cannot meet them whether I spend the majority of my time at the university or at home. 

5.You can have too many notebooks on the go.  My creativity has decreased in exponential proportion relative to the number of Moleskin journals that I am using at any given time. 

6.You know how people always say “If I had a day to myself, I could get so much done.”  It’s a lie!  If you had a day to yourself, you would surf the net, people watch, and naval gaze.  Believe me.  I have said it and I have tried it. 

All right, so I admitted they were not deep revelations, but I am figuring things out.  This is a whole new world.  There is a need to learn how to be productive under new circumstances.  It will happen.  It has happened!  Some days I can barely stop myself from pushing things out and others I just drink lots of coffee and stare at this screen.  One last lesson I suppose… 7. Be patient, breath, and keep moving forward.

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OMG! I’m back.

July 29th, 2012 · Comments Off on OMG! I’m back. · Uncategorized

Wow, I just had a whole lot of trouble with my website.  Apple stopped supporting web publishing when they eliminated their MobileMe service.  Despite the 20 emails warning me that my account would expire on June 30, I remained in denial.  I could not believe that it would simply cease to work on that date.  Well, that is exactly what happened.  It took me 29 days to find a new company to host my website and set it all up properly.  The good news is that I did it all myself and I feel like a whiz.  The bad news is that I managed the website support equivalent of reciting the ABCs and found it took almost all of my brain power.  I sure hope it runs smoothly from here.  

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Starting…. NOW!

June 28th, 2012 · Comments Off on Starting…. NOW! · Uncategorized

I am about 36 hours away from my sabbatical.  It happens to coincide with the last day of school for my boys and the first day of our family vacation – a road trip to North Carolina.  I woke up this morning full of energy, excited about the next few days.  Two hours have passed and now I am exhausted, drained, and a little melancholic.  It could be the mountain of packing that is ahead of me.  It could be the traffic I anticipate we will hit tomorrow as we try to exit the city.  Or, it could be the ‘truth’ about what lies ahead in the coming year. 

A sabbatical is a real gift.  I feel privileged to have a career where I set my own agenda in terms of my interests and research and that every seventh year, I am given a full year to focus on these interests.  It is both invigorating and daunting.  It is an opportunity to complete all those projects that just need ‘a little more time’ and a chance to start new projects and possibly set a new course.  But I am fearful.  Fearful that the most productive part of my year will be my tennis game and that at the end, all that I will have to show for it will be a stronger backhand.  This fear is largely unfounded.  As a graduate student and a junior academic, my career has always been mainly self-initiated.  I know I will work during my sabbatical but the question remains as to whether I will produce anything of value.  Yikes.  I said it out loud.  I am questioning my own ability to have a ‘good idea.’ I will think, and write, and publish – but will people care?   

Okay, so that is all I need to say.  I have no punch line, no lessons learned and no desire to connect this to research (Although there are clear ties to self-efficacy and goal setting – doctor heal thyself?)  I am about to jump off of a cliff where I can no longer link my feelings of success and productivity to my teaching or administrative work.  For the next year it is just me and this laptop … and maybe you?  If you care enough to read.

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Graduation

June 13th, 2012 · Comments Off on Graduation · Uncategorized

Yesterday I attended York’s convocation ceremony which included graduates from the programs in which I teach, Bachelor of Human Resource Management and Master of Human Resource Management.  The day prior to that I attended a graduation ceremony for the Faculty of engineering at Ryerson University where I watched a much loved family member graduate.  Needless to say, graduation has been on my mind. 

I do love this time of year.  The graduates are so happy, so warm, and so excited – as they should be.  It is a wonderful and daunting time.  The best part of the ceremony is most certainly the moment when the graduates cross the stage and receive their degrees.  Second to that is (potentially) the convocation address.  I say ‘potentially’ because there are times when the address is a complete miss (see Woody Harrelson for York’s Faculty of Environmental Sciences a few years ago).  But when they work, they can be moving and motivating and inspiring. 

Yesterday, Senator Donald Oliver addressed convocation.  He spoke eloquently about the work that he has done to increase diversity within government and organizations within Canada.  It was lovely and worth watching.  It should be available as a ‘webcast’ on York’s site in the coming weeks.

However, this morning I found a great high school commencement talk that really hit the mark.  It is titled “you are not special.”  This is a variation on the saying I use frequently with my own children “you are special; just like everyone else.”  Well, this one is certainly worth watching.  It is really saying ‘get up and do something.’  Take a look and let me know what you think.

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